Thank you so much. Your response and suggestions mean more than you could realize.

This is so me! My wife will not accompany me for lessons as she becomes significantly aroused with the mere application of rope and doesn't want to display that to strangers. I use a rope model for lessons. However when I get home and we tie she get so aroused and hypnotic that my ties get sloppy and I end up abandoning so much of the plan to just ... well. Its a happy problem but I get a bit discouraged in my abilities. I began studying 9 months ago but have been out of in person lessons for 6 due to COVID. I think just practice and getting beyond this COVID issue so I can get back to lessons with a model will help immensely. Any suggestions to keep her attention a bit more focused are appreciated if anyone has had experiences like this.